Papa....why did u have to go away when mom and me needed u the most........u wudnt have stood by and watched even if i asked u too.....i wish i cud just run into ur arms and dump all my fears and insecurities into the warmth of ur hug.....i feel so lonely, so alone.........
Are u upset with me, of how i have let circumstances get the better of me, people get the better of me......upset with me coz I didnt come out to see u when they brought u from the hospital......upset coz instead of being by ur side and having the courage to hold ur hand, I ran away from the hospital terrified that the next announcement on the microphone cud be calling the attendant for bed number 13.......u knew i had no-one to fall back on..........
i miss ur hugs, i miss the kushti..............feeling totally lost and deserted.......
will i ever have the strength to rise above my insecurities, and put my foot down for what is right.......? Main kya karoon papa.....
3 comments:
Would he put a "gassi" in your mouth right now? Would he hold your hand and pull you away to where he wants you to go? Would he tell you what to do or just do it for you?
You know the nswers to all of the above.
He would not wallow nor would he let you.
He needs help now not you.
He needs you to hold on to him so he can take your fears.
Do what he would have known you would be happy in not just wanted to be.
Stretch out and hold his hand.
Acknowledge him and make him prouder.
hmmmmm
Great.......Great Love & affection....mixed with longing pain & agony.....very heart touching...........
I wish you are my daughter in next Janam (if there is any)
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